Any time you gather a group of humans, politics will break out. Last week was an especially bad example of that. There was an implosion of sorts at St. Rhododendron's, where my daughter goes to school. At the same time, a set of circumstances evolved at Holy Holy Holy Church, where I'm part of the music program. It was no one's fault, but my feelings got hurt. The two situations were completely unrelated, but together it was enough to make me question some fundamental things, like, do I really believe in God? Remember that last week was Holy Week, which for a church choir geek like me meant that I was scheduled to spend quite a bit of time singing my praises to Him (or Her). Problem.
I was committed to singing at St James Cathedral for the Good Friday service, but before that I had to go to St. Rhododendron's for the live-action Stations of the Cross, because my daughter was going to be one of the crowd mocking Jesus and she wanted me there to see it. I really didn't want to go sit there and pretend I wasn't pissed off at half the people in the pews. I made it, though, and the 7
th graders did a nice job of the Stations. Afterwards we ran down to the
QFC to get some sushi for lunch (no meat on Good Friday, right?). While we were there, I cruised the paperback shelf and found a new one by Keri Arthur. It was called Mercy Burns, and it's a one-off romance that doesn't look like it's part of any of her series.
I like Keri Arthur a lot, having read almost all of the books in her Riley Jensen series. She's from Melbourne, Australia, which makes her books feel a little different. She creates entertaining characters, her plots move right along, and the Australian background is a lot of fun. Mercy Burns is set in San Francisco, which to me was its only weakness. It felt like she'd gone to California for a vacation, knew enough to get the place names right, but didn't have an adequate feel for the place to make it real. The rest of the book was good, though. The characters were clever and the plot was well-constructed. And honestly, reading a romance on Good Friday afternoon might not work for everyone, but it helped me re-set my internal state so that when I got to St James for the evening service, I was in a much better frame of mind than I otherwise would have been. Sitting in the Cathedral, among a huge crowd of believers, with the early evening light drifting down through the
oculus, it took about three minutes for me to figure out that, in fact, I do believe in God. His imperfect human followers, not so much. I walked out of there feeling healed, and that energy carried me through the rest of the weekend. It might not have been
everyone's path to peace, but it worked for me.
Blessedly, the day after Easter, the family and I made a road trip to Portland. With kids in different school systems, their vacations rarely line up, so it was a short trip and meant one kid missed school while the other was on Spring Break. Our hotel was two blocks from
Powell's Books -
okay, that was a deliberate choice - and I thought I showed admirable restraint in only bringing home nine books. Could have been worse. While we were there I read The Witch's Daughter by Paula
Brackston. It's a historical occult fantasy, and while those elements are usually a win for me, it took me a while to get into this book. In fact, I almost gave up somewhere between pages 48 and 50. She also broke my cardinal rule in killing off characters that I cared about, but the deaths were entirely necessary for the plot and done in such a way as to minimize the drama, so I could handle it. In fact, those events were what drew me
deeper into the story and kept me reading.
She tells the story of Elizabeth in flashbacks. Elizabeth is a witch who has spent 400 years dodging the evil warlock who made her. The author had a good command of each period in history that the story visited and she also integrated
Wiccan lore throughout the story. I was actually less sold on the
Wiccan elements than the historical details; they felt learned and taught rather than an organic part of the story. Overall, though, it was a good read, and I'm glad I stuck with it.
The big win for the week was the first of my Powell's pick-ups. I started reading it in our hotel room, read it all afternoon after getting back from Portland, read it at the bar in a (very!) fancy east-side restaurant while waiting for my friend to meet me for dinner, then stayed up till 2am to finish it. The Iron Duke by
Meljean Brook just plain rocked the socks off me. It's a
steampunk fantasy with really interesting things to say about genetic engineering and a woman's place in society. Oh, and a really
compelling romance. It was one of those books that I started re-reading as soon as I was done with the last page. I re-read the last chapter, then opened it about 3/4 of the way from the end and re-read 10 or 15 pages, then said Screw It and started again from the beginning. I could pick apart the plot a little, if you made me, but overall the world she creates is so absorbing, the characters are so fascinating, and the ideas she's playing with are so intriguing that any little quibbles fade away. There's already a line forming to borrow it....